Wednesday, October 28, 2009

i'm a little strange


i know you likely know this already.  remember that post where i named my best friend's little girl?  yeah.  i have always had some weird fear of the psychic.  it's a love/hate thing.  i don't know what i think about it, and because of that, it scares me.  my mom is weird like that.  i lost this button when i was little, it was on a shirt that was really unusual, so it was very ornate.  i had lost it and couldn't wear the shirt because of it.  this one day, years ago, my mom goes walking outside with her robe on and her hat and moon boots and yells, "i know where your button is...i had a dream last night".  SCARY!!!!!  yes, she knew where it was...i dont' think i wore the shirt anyway, because that was creepy

well, this will combine two stories in one.  i mentioned a health scare some time back for t.  i'm sure by now, he has fully taken care of it, so not to worry.  what happened was that he started getting headaches when he would work out.  for some reason, i immediately thought "brain aneurysm".  i told him he should go to the doctor. 

the rest of the week went by and during this time, i had a dream.  i had this dream that my grandpa came back..yes, from the dead (i told you i was strange) and was here because he forgot something.  he was coming to get someone.  i FREAKED out and finally t went to the docs.  they did a CT scan and found something.  then, they did an MRI.  in the meantime, they told him to refrain from doing his job and to stay put.  um, yikes.  i was scared beyond belief.  i cannot tell you how freaked out i was.  then, when we were home, they called and said it wasn't an aneurysm...but probably scar tissue. 

i know...everyone is worried about him and i just know that he is going to get a second opinion on this...so we won't hound him too much.  especially since my mom is nagging him everyday. 

anyway...to move on....

i thought at the time that grandpa was coming back to get t.  but maybe not.  maybe he was coming back to show that it was o.k. and he was there for whenever george decides to cross over.  the thing that freaked me out more is that i haven't dreamt about my grandpa but two times.  the time before, was a few months ago...i was watching my grandpa and my uncle at our old cabin in estes park, co.  i have NEVER dreamt about my uncle until that time. 

i'm scary

1 comments:

LittlePea said...

I had a scary dream about the devil last night so I would much rather have a dream about my Grandpa. Maybe your Grandpa was trying to reassure you that it would be ok.

I think dreams are very important. I read several books about dreams and how certain theories would explain them and I find it all so interesting. I really pay attention to dreams...but at the same time sometimes a dream is just a dream.

a little something about me and the life i choose to live!

i'm a little strange

i know you likely know this already.  remember that post where i named my best friend's little girl?  yeah.  i have always had some weird fear of the psychic.  it's a love/hate thing.  i don't know what i think about it, and because of that, it scares me.  my mom is weird like that.  i lost this button when i was little, it was on a shirt that was really unusual, so it was very ornate.  i had lost it and couldn't wear the shirt because of it.  this one day, years ago, my mom goes walking outside with her robe on and her hat and moon boots and yells, "i know where your button is...i had a dream last night".  SCARY!!!!!  yes, she knew where it was...i dont' think i wore the shirt anyway, because that was creepy

well, this will combine two stories in one.  i mentioned a health scare some time back for t.  i'm sure by now, he has fully taken care of it, so not to worry.  what happened was that he started getting headaches when he would work out.  for some reason, i immediately thought "brain aneurysm".  i told him he should go to the doctor. 

the rest of the week went by and during this time, i had a dream.  i had this dream that my grandpa came back..yes, from the dead (i told you i was strange) and was here because he forgot something.  he was coming to get someone.  i FREAKED out and finally t went to the docs.  they did a CT scan and found something.  then, they did an MRI.  in the meantime, they told him to refrain from doing his job and to stay put.  um, yikes.  i was scared beyond belief.  i cannot tell you how freaked out i was.  then, when we were home, they called and said it wasn't an aneurysm...but probably scar tissue. 

i know...everyone is worried about him and i just know that he is going to get a second opinion on this...so we won't hound him too much.  especially since my mom is nagging him everyday. 

anyway...to move on....

i thought at the time that grandpa was coming back to get t.  but maybe not.  maybe he was coming back to show that it was o.k. and he was there for whenever george decides to cross over.  the thing that freaked me out more is that i haven't dreamt about my grandpa but two times.  the time before, was a few months ago...i was watching my grandpa and my uncle at our old cabin in estes park, co.  i have NEVER dreamt about my uncle until that time. 

i'm scary

1 comments:

LittlePea said...

I had a scary dream about the devil last night so I would much rather have a dream about my Grandpa. Maybe your Grandpa was trying to reassure you that it would be ok.

I think dreams are very important. I read several books about dreams and how certain theories would explain them and I find it all so interesting. I really pay attention to dreams...but at the same time sometimes a dream is just a dream.