Wednesday, January 6, 2010

strength of intention


obviously, as you may be able to tell, i was FREAKING out earlier today with the thoughts going through my head about all that was going on. 

Right after i wrote that, I got a call from my professor, whom i needed to tell i wouldn't be going to school anymore.  it went well, really, it did.  she was very understanding and very human and nice.  let me in on some things, as i was no longer a student. 

i got off the phone and told t that i had done "it" and he said, "are you happy?"  and i said yes, but that i was really worried about the pay for the new job, if i were to get one next school year.  i really would have to do a lot to make that work...i mean, cut out trips, vacations, etc.  yikes.  i was wondering if i had gotten myself into a mess. 

for some reason, i started looking at the webpage of the district where i worked at previously.  i don't know why i hadn't done that before.  it was weird....there was a job listing.  and it was for a social worker on the district level.  what's more is that it asked for you to perform things that unless i had not gone to school for this past semester, i would have NEVER known how to do.  it was strange.  i got online, filled out my applications, etc.  i have a few more things to do, but tomorrow, i'm meeting with the director of HR...he is an old employer of mine. 

i'm trying not to get excited about that particular job, but really in the end of it, it made me think of different options and i found out what i could do if i don't get that job.  how i can make this work...for real. 

1 comments:

Nilsa @ SoMi Speaks said...

Sounds like you've wasted no time. Wasted no time with the schooling you have completed, as it relates to what you could be doing in the future. And wasted no time trying to find a job. I'm certain you're going to find something that's a good fit for you!

a little something about me and the life i choose to live!

strength of intention

obviously, as you may be able to tell, i was FREAKING out earlier today with the thoughts going through my head about all that was going on. 

Right after i wrote that, I got a call from my professor, whom i needed to tell i wouldn't be going to school anymore.  it went well, really, it did.  she was very understanding and very human and nice.  let me in on some things, as i was no longer a student. 

i got off the phone and told t that i had done "it" and he said, "are you happy?"  and i said yes, but that i was really worried about the pay for the new job, if i were to get one next school year.  i really would have to do a lot to make that work...i mean, cut out trips, vacations, etc.  yikes.  i was wondering if i had gotten myself into a mess. 

for some reason, i started looking at the webpage of the district where i worked at previously.  i don't know why i hadn't done that before.  it was weird....there was a job listing.  and it was for a social worker on the district level.  what's more is that it asked for you to perform things that unless i had not gone to school for this past semester, i would have NEVER known how to do.  it was strange.  i got online, filled out my applications, etc.  i have a few more things to do, but tomorrow, i'm meeting with the director of HR...he is an old employer of mine. 

i'm trying not to get excited about that particular job, but really in the end of it, it made me think of different options and i found out what i could do if i don't get that job.  how i can make this work...for real. 

1 comments:

Nilsa @ SoMi Speaks said...

Sounds like you've wasted no time. Wasted no time with the schooling you have completed, as it relates to what you could be doing in the future. And wasted no time trying to find a job. I'm certain you're going to find something that's a good fit for you!