when things are off

there is a person that comes into my life when things are off. i consider him to be my "little reminder" of what should not be. it is strange though. he pops up in my life, not only when there is chaos, but also when things are just a tinge off. you know, everyone has those days...when something is just not quite right.

fortunately for me, unfortunately for him, it seems to be an ever-growing reminder of what was, and each time it happens, it grows more and more clear....how very creepy he is. how i would never, even if single, go back to that. how very arrogant people can be, even though they are spouting how "self-acutalized" they are.

i'm so glad to be where i am, it is always nice to go back and look at your life and say, "wow, i really could have made a bad choice there...but instead...here i am"