The time has finally come where i can really start ramping up my excitment about something. you know, when you have a full work week and you are excited about things on a weekend, a girl doesn't want to think about the bliss too ahead of time....it makes the work week drag on. anyway, this weekend, we are redeeming our Cloud 9 certificate that tony's mom gave to us. Cloud 9 is a company, that says that they do "experience gifts" . they have a race car driving school, hot air balloon trips, trips with award winning photographers, etc. anyway, ours is a "floatation experience" followed by 2 hours of massage. i cannot wait. I'm a bit sketched out by the floatation experience, but hey, i'm up for it...whatever it is.
i'm having drinks with this woman that i was really good friends with. i haven't talked to her in some time. she is/was a wonderful person. i will say, we were very close, like more than a sisterly sense, but i honestly felt that this person was my girl soulmate type friend. she is wise, artistic and just peaceful. i really did love being around her. however, after she found a girlfriend (i admit, i aided in that endeavor, setting up her match.com account for her) things just diminished. she moved out of the house that she lovingly had redone with her mother and moved in to a newly built house with her girlfriend. then things fell apart. the relationship did, at least. so, she is back, living in town now. i rarely hear from her. i gave a lot to the friendship. i think she did too. but it is hard when at one time, you are so connected that you help someone get through a hard time in life, and then when you fall on those times...nothing. i feel somewhat bitter about it all. what i want to do is ask "why weren't you there for me?" but it's a moot point right now.
i'm very in sync with life right now, it feels like. i mean, i have a balance, a schedule, and a purpose to many things now that i didn't have before. i like life when you don't have to be "thinking"about things all the time, but they just happen. that is the mode that i'm in now. i love it
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The time has finally come where i can really start ramping up my excitment about something. you know, when you have a full work week and you are excited about things on a weekend, a girl doesn't want to think about the bliss too ahead of time....it makes the work week drag on. anyway, this weekend, we are redeeming our Cloud 9 certificate that tony's mom gave to us. Cloud 9 is a company, that says that they do "experience gifts" . they have a race car driving school, hot air balloon trips, trips with award winning photographers, etc. anyway, ours is a "floatation experience" followed by 2 hours of massage. i cannot wait. I'm a bit sketched out by the floatation experience, but hey, i'm up for it...whatever it is.
i'm having drinks with this woman that i was really good friends with. i haven't talked to her in some time. she is/was a wonderful person. i will say, we were very close, like more than a sisterly sense, but i honestly felt that this person was my girl soulmate type friend. she is wise, artistic and just peaceful. i really did love being around her. however, after she found a girlfriend (i admit, i aided in that endeavor, setting up her match.com account for her) things just diminished. she moved out of the house that she lovingly had redone with her mother and moved in to a newly built house with her girlfriend. then things fell apart. the relationship did, at least. so, she is back, living in town now. i rarely hear from her. i gave a lot to the friendship. i think she did too. but it is hard when at one time, you are so connected that you help someone get through a hard time in life, and then when you fall on those times...nothing. i feel somewhat bitter about it all. what i want to do is ask "why weren't you there for me?" but it's a moot point right now.
i'm very in sync with life right now, it feels like. i mean, i have a balance, a schedule, and a purpose to many things now that i didn't have before. i like life when you don't have to be "thinking"about things all the time, but they just happen. that is the mode that i'm in now. i love it
i'm having drinks with this woman that i was really good friends with. i haven't talked to her in some time. she is/was a wonderful person. i will say, we were very close, like more than a sisterly sense, but i honestly felt that this person was my girl soulmate type friend. she is wise, artistic and just peaceful. i really did love being around her. however, after she found a girlfriend (i admit, i aided in that endeavor, setting up her match.com account for her) things just diminished. she moved out of the house that she lovingly had redone with her mother and moved in to a newly built house with her girlfriend. then things fell apart. the relationship did, at least. so, she is back, living in town now. i rarely hear from her. i gave a lot to the friendship. i think she did too. but it is hard when at one time, you are so connected that you help someone get through a hard time in life, and then when you fall on those times...nothing. i feel somewhat bitter about it all. what i want to do is ask "why weren't you there for me?" but it's a moot point right now.
i'm very in sync with life right now, it feels like. i mean, i have a balance, a schedule, and a purpose to many things now that i didn't have before. i like life when you don't have to be "thinking"about things all the time, but they just happen. that is the mode that i'm in now. i love it
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